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i've been walking more often without my headphones on, just listening to the sounds. it's kind of nice.

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my pet fern is totally croakin'. WHAT WENT WRONG?

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honestly, every three months or so, i watch this movie, and it messes me up for a week.

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slept all day

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easily one of my favorite moments
in a movie, in a story, whichever.

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"after i dropped off the hitchhikers, i turned my van around, drove back to the store, and bought a bottle of whiskey. and then i went out into the desert and drank it. i wasn't used to drinking, so it made me sick. hoped it'd kill me, but it didn't. just made me real, real sick." ron franz c/o jon krakauer, into the wild

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things i want to do next week:

1. sincerely why levy, part ii
2. read the three books i bought today
3. bake
4. make up for the baking by walking
5. that sounds pretty reasonable, i think
   

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here's my face two days ago.

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my corner.

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i dreamed about you last night. i dream about you a lot now, actually, but it's almost like i never dream about you at all. it's really like i'm dreaming about someone else completely, because you never act like you did or ever would, and i don't really know you anymore. oh, i'm thinking about the needle, and i'm thinking about --

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"actually, they used footage of me from my high school swim team to draw prince eric."

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TERRIBLE

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the rough demo of "junk bond trader" has these different lyrics: "the athlete's laugh, the broken crutch, the first true love that failed because you felt too much."

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nikuda took this picture.

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motivation crisis!

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"where my life's sweet as it's slightly disappointingly just gliding softly by."

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anise drops

(via martha)
- 1.5 cups all-purpose flour
- 0.5 teaspoon baking powder
- 0.5 teaspoon coarse salt
- 3 large eggs
- 1.25 cups sugar
- 1 teaspoon anise extract

1. preheat oven to 350 degrees. sift together flour, baking powder, and salt into a medium bowl; set aside.
2. put eggs in the bowl of an electric mixer fitted with the whisk attachment. mix on medium speed until eggs are fluffy, about 3 minutes. gradually beat in the sugar until incorporated, about 3 minutes. mix in anise extract. reduce speed to low; mix in flour mixture. drop 1.75 inch rounds onto baking sheets lined with parchment paper, spacing 0.5 inch apart.
3. bake cookies, rotating sheets halfway through, until tops crack and cookies are very pale, 8 to 9 minutes. transfer to wire racks using a spatula; let cool. cookies can be stored in airtight containers at room temperature up to 3 days.

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between "i want to be your only friend (beware of me)"
and "why don't you write me anymore? what did you bind my heart's arms for?"
bonnie, you're great.

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"the more i feel myself, the more you're close to me.
though you can't hurt me now, i still fear destiny.
it don't have to be known someday, let's do it now
and not let someday get in the way."

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met this cat today, he was a little shy.

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"but then a strange fear gripped me and i just couldn't ask."

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"judging from picture books, apparently, heaven is a partly cloudy place. and if the sky opened up and they let you in and gave you a formal invitation, would you go? you could work from home."

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i think i dreamed about you last night. i say think because i can't remember it, but i woke up feeling strange, off-balance. you know, that weird feeling in the back of your mind that tells you that something happened but you don't know what.

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"aurora bori alice"

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i love this guy.
also "delware are you aware?"

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1. i bought tickets to see el cohen! (!!!!!)

2. baked these yesterday:

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